I tryed to tell you,

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-03-28T19:25:00

2005-03-29T00:25:45Z

so i went to the hospital today
for my nephews surgery
everything went well
and he is fine
but now i have to watch him everday afterschool
for the next week
so you should come see me
come to my house and pay be a visit some time
i would like that
very muchly

i called gabi today
hoping we could go out and do something when i got home
dont think that worked out
1. she never called me back
2. my parents arent home right now
soo yeah ..

but im serious about coming to see me
everyone should
we could chill on my couch
and watch sweet movies
like finding neverland
<333

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-03-20T19:22:00

2005-03-28T00:54:28Z

HAPPY

EASTER!!

i went to my aunts house today
my cousin (james) was so funny
he sits down at the kitchen table
and his mom asked him what something was..
ans she pointed to it
and he yells out..
OLD BAY
it was funny
then he gets a piece of ice cream cake
and his mom told him to eat it slow
because he doesnt want a brain freeze
and then she asked him what happens when he gets a brain freeze
and he shrivles up his face and shakes
it was great
he made my day
that and he absolutely loves martin
and he asked martin to play at his birthday party again
granted the child is 2 or 3
and he has already made a request for uptown stomp to play at his party
in july
hes so cute
<3

and i totally forgot until today
when i saw my nephew..
that he gets surgery tomorrow
for his other eye
so thats where i will me tomorrow..
the hospital
so feel free to call me
i am going to need to talk to someone while im there
and hopefully i get back early enough
and me and shauna and gabi can go to towson
and build bears ha ha <3

<33
i hope everyone had a good easter
and i love all of you

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-02-27T18:07:00

2005-02-27T23:11:44Z

yeah well i learned some things

1. people are bitches and some will never change

2. true friends are always there for you, no matter how hxc you are

3. parents are ghey, and if you friend has ghey parents then just be there for them

4. not many people understand the whole party in my smoke-filled basement thing

5. having someone you can always talk to about anything rocks

6. i miss my boys

7. i wish i would have graduated early

8. i wish i would have stayed in touch with my old friends

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-02-21T19:20:00

2005-02-22T04:04:21Z

I went to shauna's tonight
had the best time in like
infinity years

david was there too
we all had fun
and i got to meet jessica's boyfriend
(less than one ice cream season!) ha ha
shauna <3

we watched the secret of nimh
it was good
but now me, david, and shauna need to make a mird
we all want one
real bad

and david saw the liger too!
im not the only one now!! ha ha ha

today was a good day
i liked it

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-02-18T17:49:00

2005-02-19T00:32:50Z

i have been listening to the postal service all day
and it rocks <33

thank you chris lee for sending me the songs

<33

so i woke up at 6:45 today
and my dad comes upstairs to tell me that we have a two hour delay
it kind of sucked
i was already up
i couldnt go back to sleep

so then i made myself a poptart and studied some more for my vocab test
and then i look at the news
and it says we have no school

so then i made plans with some cool kids

and i went to jess's house
to teach her some new dance moves
some sweet ones
and well.. we know what happens after the moves are taught
lets not go into that

okay well skipping all the juicy stuff
except jess and brittany and bobby and chris
know what i am talking about

i came home
ate
got on the computer
listened to more postal service

and the highlight of my day:

well two..
1. i saw a liger on tv today! like a real live one
ooo i was so excited

2. mikes pants..
thats all i have to say

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-02-12T21:07:00

2005-02-12T01:47:55Z

I am at DJ's house right now.
WE are trying to make a movie night.
and right now, its just me and DJ
Joe should be here soon,
yeah we are going to have fun no matter what
because we rock, more than you
so ha!

I broke up with Phil today,
I feel bad
but it was for the best

Sarah is gone
I miss her
Lots

I hope that shauna can come soon
that would rock

<33 i love everyone

<33333333
leave me comments
because I love comments

<333

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-02-05T09:40:00

2005-02-05T16:18:00Z

Yesterday was Danny's surprise party..
It was fun.
DAVID THOUGHT I HAD BALLS
it did hurt though..

I spent the night at Beth's house, and i just got home.
fun fun
I went to sleep before anyone.. I was tired.

Jake was there, i havent talked to Jake in a long time, it was nice talking to him again.

Shauna didn't come to school yesterday, and that made me miss her even more. </3 I hope she is okay, and not bad because that wouldnt be good. Laurr Ashley, if you are reading this you and Ryan should come to Phils on Sunday.. <3 it will be fun. I have to clean for my parents superbowl party.. and thats why i had to come home early. Sarah and I are going to Target today, hopefully. if i my parents arent being mean... it will be fun we are going to get stuff for St. Patrick's day.. because green is fun. I am going to go eat a bowl of cookie crisp now.. <333

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-28T21:48:00

2005-01-29T04:05:08Z

well i am just updating because joe said i hadnt done it in a while so.. HA

Well I did nothing today
thats a lie, i DID clean, and get paid for it
which is always nice

Well then Beth came over, after dropping Danny off at Nicoles
I took a shower because I stunk
then we headed out

We went to Jessica's first but then we got scared that is was too late to come over so we left

Then we went to Nicoles to see all of the freshmens over there
Hugh, David 9, Danny, and some three other freshmens where there that I dont know.
but it was fun while it lasted, they are fun
and i missed Nicole, she is a ghost.

Then Beth and I went to Joes for a little bit..
it was fun, he snuck us in.. yeah.. good stuff <33

Tomorrow I go to get my hair cut.
I think I am getting an inch and a half off or so.. but yeah.. it should be fun

<33

the end

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-25T19:50:00

2005-01-26T02:07:02Z

so it snowed again...
it still makes me happy.

David has skills
and Sarah is having Hugh's baby.
and her favorite is hugh 2, they are going to have a kajillion kids.

I miss Laura...
Shauna and I miss each other, we dont see one another during school anymore </3 Phil died his hair i like it the play is in March I hope we will be better by then started new classes today it was exciting I am actually happy about my classes, for once! I couldn't go the the swim meet tonight in North Harford. Beth's parent's car had too many people in it, and my mom didn't want me driving down there. soo I didnt go <//3 I talked to my older sister today it was actually interesting She talked to me in her white person voice, I liked it. and we talked about how stupid people can be. I paid my nephew to clean his room. yup... 2 dollars <3 My dog ate vicky's sub, it was funny, she stole it right out of lumpy's hand... oh yeah.. vicky has new names... (vicky-toria, lumpy, poncho, and vicky mary) those are names i have called her in the past few years. yeah good stuff.. i love you <3

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-22T15:28:00

2005-01-22T21:06:39Z

so its snowing right now
and i love it

Sats are canceled
which makes me sooooo happy
except for the whole... sending my SAT scores into Towson even later then i expected

Shauna's birthday was yesterday
i think she enjoyed it
she seemed to be happy about turing 17
and Sarah and I made her a cake
and so did Kristin
and Sarah cut out letters and taped them onto her garage so that when Shauna pulled up she could see it.
I wanted to go outside and see the lovely look on her face
it was marvelous
and she has a zebra now
named mow (i think i spelled it right)

I want to play in the snow <333

I want to have a big sleep over party with my friends like we used to when we where little
anyone else up for that?

we can stay up all night and do each other's hair and nails and talk about boys and watch movies and eat popcorn and candy until we get sick <33

ahh the good ol' days <333333

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-20T20:12:00

2005-01-21T01:37:56Z

well lets see

i have SATs *saturday*

I got accepted to Villa Julie

Eric is a douche and doesnt know how to hang on to something that could have made him soo very happy.

Tomorrow is Shauna's birthday and it is going to be the best birthday ever

sarah and i hung out pretty much all of today we stole stuff from dj it was fun

it snowed, and it sucked, well the snow was good but what happened soon after we got home sucked <//3 I hope we dont have school Monday because that would rock my brother stole my job from me, and now i will be poor for another week and i need gas and some new stuff for school. But it doesnt look like i can get it. I love shauna <33 what the hell kind of excuse is, i wasnt feeling it anymore, what the screw?? hes dead to me, he really is. and the sad thing is, he was a really good friend. <///3

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-11T22:23:00

2005-01-12T03:25:55Z

yesterday:

went to see finding neverland..

it was soooo good <333

and quote of the day from brittney:

*what the hell is that ???*

ha ha <3

that was soo funny..

today..

school was okay..

except in drama... i almost cried <3 i dont know what i would do if that actually happened.

the rest of school was okay i guess except for the whole people ask you what is wrong when they dont even know you.. i mean what the screw, like i would tell you anyway UGH so mad.

my mom would'nt let me go to the swim meet tonight because she was being a douche. I wanted to get out of the house so that i didnt have to dwell on certain things and all i did was stay home locked in my room and think about things, that i shouldnt have thought about. and i fell asleep and i think i had the worst dream/nightmare i have ever had in my life.

and now i am waiting for my brother to get home because i need to talk to him.

<3333

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-05T00:31:00

2005-01-05T05:31:43Z

i made a new screen name

either comment or im me (on lilcrazygirl) and i will give it to you.

<3

starzinyoureyez @ 2005-01-01T22:49:00

2005-01-03T05:22:28Z

I need a new screen name. badly, i have had the same one since 8th grade.raar.

I went to my aunts house today.

and surprisingly she had strange food! wow who would have thought *rolls eyes*, but i did eat pickles.. and ham, that was it.

I dont know what was wrong with me today but i really felt sick in the back of the focus today, i dont know what it was, but i never have gotten sick back there before, maybe it was sonthing i ate. HA

Shauna spent the night last night. we had fun, lots. and as soon as i figure out a way to put pictures on here than i will soo put the pictures that we took up, but for now, you just have to wonder.

yeah i didnt want to choose who's bonfire i wanted to go to, so i just didnt go to either of them. I figured that would settle it. yeah, i had fun anyway.

yeah there is too much to type, and i am too tired. so. bye <3

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-12-30T02:11:00

2004-12-30T07:19:41Z

shauna REALLY made me laugh today...

oh geeze it was good.

i will only put a little bit of what she said on here

because i dont want to hurt anyone's feelings

redinkanddiesel: wtf?
redinkanddiesel: we arent dying, or falling out of love.
redinkanddiesel: drunk ass.

yeah its probably not funny to you

but it is to me

and i want to look at it as much as i want

so ha

i put it in here

deal with it.

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-12-30T00:15:00

2004-12-30T05:21:10Z

beth and eric and sarah came to see me today. and they brought food, it was nice. I missed eric and i got to see him today, i enjoyed it, very much.

i had a game tonight. It was fun. We lost though.

and that kid with the glasses still freaks me out.

Phil got mad at me before my game and didnt even stay to watch it.

and i played pretty good tonight.

i had 4 shots (still pissed i didnt make any in) and i took down this big guy. and he was down for a while, so i helped him up. and i think i might have scared him a little because whenever he had the ball around me i would hear him say oo shit and pass it to someone real quick. ha! boys dont scare me!

I went to channings house after the game to exchange gifts with her family (kind of like a tradition) and i had fun

i talked to channing for a while, it was good to talk to her

and i think i needed that talk, because i thought me and her were totally different people, but it turns out we are kind of the same, and we have the same views on things.

i dont know, but it was nice talking to her though.

ONE last thing to say...

we are tired of phony ass people who pretend to be your friends and dont invite you to places or just expect you to know about things. but then when they see you are mad or something they try to be all nice and what not and say how sorry they are and how they didnt mean to do it.. no fuck that, if you were anything like a friend then you would have thought to invite us to begin with. I mean what the fuck. its okay we can deal without them

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-12-28T23:28:00

2004-12-29T04:29:54Z

I found some shoes at the mall that i really really want. they are green and black checkered slip-ons.

<33

but i need money before i get them

i need a get-rich-quick idea

anyone have any ideas ?

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-12-28T23:10:00

2004-12-29T04:12:34Z

christmas= great, it was lots of fun and i got what i wanted. imagine that!!

sunday= family party at my uncles, kristin and phil came with me. (its a new tradition to bring kristin with me to his house) and shauna didnt call me. Then me and my brother and phil and kristin and vicky and paul watched donnie darko. <3

monday= went to the mall with kristin. came home. sleep.

today= woke up at like 11 and cleaned my room. now i am trying to make plans with gabi and shauna and hopefully we can go to the mall to spend gabi's money!! ha ha ha

<3

there..

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-12-14T21:37:00

2004-12-15T03:17:38Z

well my nephew's surgery went well.

the old people there were starring at him though because they have never seen a 7 year old get cataract surgery before.

he was complaining that the patch was poking him in the eye. and stacie said he didnt need to wear it unless he was sleeping anyway, but i let him sleep without it <3

I got on line and then john started crying because his eye was burning, but that is because he was crying.. and well tears are salty... in case you didnt know that. so i brought him into the den and had him calm down.

i painted my nails tonight

red and green

its fun

joe said he had a dream about me today, that i was on his computer when he went into his room and i told him we werent going to school today. ooo it will happen one day, just wait.

phil made me mad today, i havent talked to him since the end of school. yeah, im pissed.

i know what gabi got for shauna ha ha

AND i know what i got shauna

and she doesnt know

because shes a big dumb loser face.

i am doing something different for people when i give them their presents this year ha ha i win.

the 23rd

going to see either *series of unfortunate events* or the incredibles

dont have a problem with either one

but the one in stars is the one i want to see most because i havent seen it yet... seeing as it comes out on friday and all.

some people i know got in a fight today

im not choosing sides, that is all i have to say.

i hope i can go on thursday to finish christmas shopping. and maybe joe can come too, since he told me he wants to go.

salsa con queso

good luck tomorrow joe!!

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-28T23:41:00

2004-11-29T04:42:55Z

yeah its all good.

40=90

I went to the soccer game tonight it was fun. And apparently one of my gooch friends had a dream about me, it's weird I know, but I love him anyway.

I went to my cousin's house today, and it was alright I guess. Their house is really nice and everything but I don't know, I dont think that I get along with anyone on that side of the family really, except for maybe two or three people.

One of my cousins is having a baby, and it is due on my birthday, which is also the same day as prom... hmm

I went and saw Shauna yesterday because I love her, and my sister got a dog for my nephew, how she plans on taking care of it.. I dont know.

the football team plays at M&T stadium on Saturday at 4. It will be exciting.

I am done

Rip Amanda

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-26T17:43:00

2004-11-26T22:44:56Z

Thanksgiving was alright.. It was any normal Thanksgiving really. Nothing too special... well Phil came over after we all ate, and then I went to his house until 11and we watched lots of movies.

Today my mom woke me up at 6 so we could go shopping... since it is black friday and all..

We went to Best Buy first because my brother was working and he could get us employee discounts. My mom bought me and my sister dvd players... she bought me a digital camera, bought vicky a camcorder, bought martin a briefcase thingy, and a memory stick for my camera. Oh and a controller for the ps2.

Then we went to Walmart to get, more presents for other people, and drop off film that we have had since forever, that will be done on sunday.

We came home and then later we left to go get my car, and then I came home and fell asleep and the kid from down the street was there when I woke up and he told me he got me something and it is this cool ravens cup thingy....

Then I left again to go get gas with my sister and the kid from down the street and my nephew... then we went to C-Mart to see Stacie, then to the Dollar store to get duct tape.

Then I dropped my nephew off at home and went to go get milk and went to go see Shauna and Kristin... but NEITHER OF THEM were home!!!

So i am home now, debating wether or not I want to go to the game tonight. Its 5 dollars.. that I dont have, but it will be a good game... hmmm decisions, decisions.

I have watched Harry Potter a total of 4 times since Wednesday, it's crazy, I know.

Deutsch bag.

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-24T20:13:00

2004-11-25T01:13:34Z

eric made me cry... stupid gone string on his guitar... <////3 Today was a half day, no one was at school. It sucked.. But at least I had Joe there to keep me sane, well the time(s) that I saw him.. lol. Mrs. Ordes was pretty cool today. We had to turn in our packets today, which I know I did. But I could'nt find it, so I told her I needed to talk to her about my packet, and she said it was cool she knows I did it because I showed it to her the day before to ask her some questions, so I though that was pretty cool. That way I would'nt have to re-do it all. And she knows I would. because I am crazy like that. I think that maybe one day me, Blue, and Shauna might just go see Eric AND his gone string. Because I love them. tomorrow is thanksgiving, is it bad that I am not looking forward to it?? My mom told me she wants me to drive with someone else ( like a parent) for a while because she doesnt think I can handle driving on my own. Little does she know.. that is what I did yesterday HA HA HA. I am still upset over that gone string I didn't skip today beause I had a test in my math class, and I didn't want to have to worry about making it up or anything. I wish I could have gone to see eric today with them... I haven't seen him in sooooo long. I think that I am going to go watch harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban soon, because I talked my mom into letting me see it a few times and then she can take it away and wrap it for christmas. ooo my nephew goes for surgery on Dec. 13.. i think, i was wrong about Dec. 9th... my bad.

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-23T22:28:00

2004-11-24T03:37:56Z

I got my License today... oooo I was soo happy. I drove as soon as I got home. And soon I get to drive Blue !! <33

The Incredibles was off the heesey, <3 I loved it, I think Violet and Jack Jack were the best.. ever <33333

Shauna and I named my car.... Blue
You're my boy Blue!!!!

My nephew gets surgery on Dec.9th. I think I am scared for him. And if those fucking doctors mess up, I am kicking the shit out of them. I think I am missing school to be with him, because I dont want just stacie to be there, the poor child would go crazy. And he gets to wear a patch after it is all done, so me Martin and Vicky-toria are going to color it black and have him walk around saying arrrrg.

I think I am done now

Fo rizzle

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-18T23:12:00

2004-11-19T04:19:41Z

soo the opening night of the play was tonight.
I thought it would suck
but some people said it was good

Hopefully I can go see the Incredibles this weekend, because that would rock.

I am hyper now, and I dont know why

I love Derrick, he makes me smile
And yes, i turned off my dome light.. thank you dan and derrick <3

I have to nail you now, you did it, it is only what you asked me to do, so now... I HAVE to nail you.. its the rules.
lilCRAZYgirl679: good job i am proud
TehSkaterPunk: :-)
TehSkaterPunk: you're just saying that tho..
TehSkaterPunk: cuz u wanna nail me
lilCRAZYgirl679: ooo i soooo do
TehSkaterPunk: you know what would be relaly cool..
lilCRAZYgirl679: what
TehSkaterPunk: if * had some kind of revalation in her life
lilCRAZYgirl679: lol
TehSkaterPunk: that helped her grow up a little bit

I am tired now... stop reading

starzinyoureyez @ 2004-11-15T17:09:00

2004-11-16T01:11:24Z

So last night, I was fucking pissed dude.

Yeah, if you couldnt tell, it wasnt one of my better nights.
it sucked.

But I think I was just being paranoid.
well that is what I keep telling myself
so I hope I am just expecting the worst
and that nothing will happen.

I really do think I want to be an old prospector.
I think it would be fun <3

There really isnt much to talk about
except your mom

and the fact that Derrick and Martin are hopefully coming to see me tomorrow. I will be upset if they dont.
and I hope they come during Drama.
<33

I will end this entry by singing a few diddies that shauna and I came up with...
*ahem*

This old man
he played nine
he played knick knack
on..
something that rhymes with nine.
with a knick knack
paddy wack <<< who the fuck says paddy wack?
give a dog a bone
this old man
came rolling home.

I said I'm sorry Barbie
I never meant to hurt yooooo
I never meant to make you cry
but tonight
I am going on a
safari!!! <3

damn sparkle barbie,
messing everything up
fuck her.

<333